I'm tired of my mom saying how fat I am. I'm tired of my husband not sleeping with me for over 2 years now, probably because he's disgusted by me at 205 lbs. I've lost close to 30 lbs so far and am now at 177 because it turns out I wasn't lying, most of my weight gain was related to my brain tumor and my thyroid issues and my seizure meds!! So straightening that stuff out, and voila! Well, that and a good stomach virus for 2 weeks! But not good enough - I want to be lean, mean and sexy for Christmas to make mom eat her words, and hubby drool.